Confused by Scorpio Guy I Like
I am a Capricorn woman and he is a Scorpio man. I really need some good advice from a scorpio guy or I’ll go crazy.I have been intersted in a scorpio guy for a year now. We work together as teachers at a school. It all started when I became more confident about my self and my appearance. He started noticing me and it felt good. While I was working on a computer, he came up to me and told me how beautiful I looked and we were both gazing into eachothers eyes. It felt like a homecoming. It was amazing. He looked so compassionate and he wasn’t as mean as I thought. He got emotionally out of control though and started making kissing sounds in the office. I felt embarrased. Later, I realized I had feelings for him too. I was love struck – couldn’t eat or sleep and just kept on thinking about him. It was driving me insane. So I had to do something.I called him on the phone and asked him if he had any feelings for me – maybe we could go out and discuss this. He said lets forget about this nervously several times so I agreed feeling disappointed and hung up on him after saying sorry – goodbye.I was then feeling embarassed. I’m 8 years older than him but look young for my age. I’m in a loveless marriage with kids and have asked for a divorce. He doesn’t know about my personal life. After all this we tried to forget eachother but couldn’t. We would stare at eachother discreatly like love sick teenagers. He was always around staring at me in the hallways, in classes, in the office. Then he would disappear a few days then comes back and stare. We would smile at eachother on occasion. There is a real emotional connection there. But he hasn’t made a move. I noticed that he broke up with his fiancee, because there are no rings on his fingers. He tries to get a reaction from me by complimenting other women at work and then looks for my reaction. I get a little jealous. And I wonder if he is trying to communicate to me via them. We communicate through other people. If he says something nice to another woman friend I get the feeling that he is trying to say it to me. He hasn’t been nice in the past though so this is a change for him. We don’t want others to notice. I have dated alot of guys but never felt this way about anyone. i feel that he is my twin soul at times. We communicate across a room without saying anything. The emotions we feel are very intense. I feel very emotionally tied to him. he makes me feel good. But last week he dropped a bomb on me when He said he was leaving the school after 5 years of being there.. I don’t know if I can handle losing him. I have been feeling sick and depressed now even though i told him that these changes might be good for him – but i’m dying inside before that we glanced into eachothers eyes and I could see how much he misses me.When we both look into eachothers eyes it feels like I am connecting with him on a deep level. It feels like we are making out.In two months he will be gone for good. What can I do? I don’t want to lose him. I am magnetically attracted to him. He is hansome and sexy. Four months ago I shook hand with him to wish him happy birthday and he held my hand so gently yet firmly that i almost fainted. When we touched it was incredible. Then we smiled at eachother. I drew a heart on his birthday card at work. I’m trying to get him to understand how much I care and in love I am with him. I can’t ask him out again because I fear rejection. HELP!